Just finished Summer test last thursday and to be very frank, I think I'm gonna fail at least 3 subjects :((( Not that I don't understand but it's probably because there wasn't enough time for me to finish studying the topics and not enough time to even complete the papers!! Especially Chem MCQ, omg, 20 questions in 30 minutes is crazy, really. I rushed like crazy and nearly half of the paper, I just anyhow shade an answer onto the OTAS because really no time to even think.
Throughout these months, I really wonder if I had made a wrong move by coming to a JC. It's so hectic and I lack sleep nearly everyday. Firstly, being the PW leader was bad enough. Having to do the compilation ((which I totally suck at)). I'm really very grateful to my members, because if not for them ((especially my editor, Pravin and sketcher, Max)), I'll have never ending workload. Not just that, most weekends were spent on studying for FA. But to be fair, those efforts did paid off because I scored fine for my FAs which are gonna help me so much in the 40% of promos especially after screwing up summer test so badly.
Anyways, it's over. I constantly tell myself not to think abt it anymore but take it as a lesson learnt instead. I promise I'm gonna study even harder for all my FAs and start studying earlier for MCE which constitutes to the full 60% of promos.
Although many bad news aforementioned, there were also good news that I want to share! Firstly, Vox Astra attained an Accomplishment for our first ever SYF! I'm honestly very very very proud of us because an accomplishment shows a good start to our journey in IJ choir!
Secondly, I've been appointed as the vice-pres of Vox Astra ((Idk to classify this under the good news)) which was totally unexpected because I didn't even went for the interview as I thought I was going to be the pianist like since the start of the year since I had been doing the piano warm ups. ((But the fact is that I don't want to be the pianist)) I'd been secretly praying so hard that I won't kenna the pianist position and I'm of course happy to be out of the pianist position but afraid that I might not lead well ((which of course I'll try my best to))
Thirdly, my position as the vice-chair of 1512F has been confirmed and I'm really proud of it ((definitely good news hehehe, #1512Fforthewin!!!)) because I really love my class and the people there! However, it took me a long way before I come to this state because there were times I thought of dropping my position as the vice-chair especially after the pizza incident. However, things changed especially after I found out the reason why I became the vice-pres of choir. It was partially because of the service and commitment I had to the class and recommendations by some of my teachers.
Nevertheless, I will always bear in mind that leadership is NEVER about the position but is about the service rendered. My secondary school council has taught me well. I come to understand how important responsibility is as a leader. Yet because this value has been so deeply instilled in me, it gets me so pissed off whenever I see irresponsible people arnd ((like a few in class, which I shall not name))
Lastly, I'm very blessed that I still keep in contact with my friends ((both sec and pri)) despite the busy schedule we all share! That's the best thing I can ever wish for. You guys are my source of encouragement and are a blessing from God. <3<3<3
This is just a short update to summarise the general ups and downs for the past 3-4 months! Hopefully everyone is leading the wild, young and free life! :D
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